Darling (My rant of the day)

Everyday I get people that tell me I'm not good enough or that my ways/thoughts are wrong. If that's true, then I'm glad that I at least matter otherwise you wouldn't be worrying about them.

I do one thing to keep someone from being in pain because I know how it feels and then that same person turns around and causes me pain. Why do I bother helping people when I usually end up getting hurt afterwards or sometimes even during the process? Why do I bother helping if they're just going to make me regret it?

I can't handle the stress of my current life. I realize that many have it way worse than I do and have no problem handling it, but that's them, not me. I can't handle school work, home, boyfriend drama, and all other aspects of my life. Is it too selfish to ask for a break? One moment of silence?

Now my rant is going to be cut short so I can go fix a crisis with a friend...Perfect timing, huh?